and as I hung up the phone it occurred to me

and I've poured out the pleasure and dealt with the pain standing in a station waiting in the rain I'm starting to feel a little muscle again but love is lost like a runaway train oh I'm out of control and out of my hands I'm tearing like a demon through no man's land trying to get a grip on my life again nothing hits harder than a runaway train

there is no pain you are receding

(o alta pasare la sfarsitul zborului
chinul de a ramane pe veci pamatului
uitarea - iluzie albastra fara glas)

her love rains down on me easy as the breeze
I was thinking all about her, burning with rage and desire...

insomniac

nu pot sa dorm noaptea.muzica nesomnului vine de la sinead o'connor - one more day come what may is ciste mo chroí do chroí-se a dháil im chomhair,bajaga - dobro jutro suncu staza, a zvezdama stan perje, krila, kap duse i kljun si de la alphaville heaven can wait we're getting in tune the music's played by the, the mad men.insomniile ma urmaresc,zorii-n pleoape imi apar...but this is the last day of our acquaintance (ho ho ho).

let me hear you say yeah, hallelujah, amen

de data asta n-o sa mai fie 'a long december' pt ca zilele bune sunt chiar dupa colt!am zis eu asa ceva?hmm...

nu e chiar ca la phenian

da na...

tot parada militara se numeste.

laitmotive

sunt doua:
withdrawal in disgust is not the same as apathy
when seagulls follow the trawler it is because they think sardines will be thrown into the sea

in beauty:as november dies

meet me as november dies beneath the rain-patterned skies.
(de la john may & azure-oblivion)